INTIATION: Questions / In short, are you ready for or can you ever dare to handle and well meaning, forward progressing, human bollicking to build on the original or best self? / Adultness / Maturity / The Standard, Baby

Here's a beginner initiation rite of passge related to modern and Irish society:

First:

What shame's do you carry as a person / human?

Second:

a) What fears do you have?

& 

b) What hold's you back for transcending those fears?

&

c) How many have you?

Third:

Witness and become aware of their hold on you, and their triggering responses?

Who pisses you the fuck off?

Or make's you sad?

And why?

And how do you respond?

So what does that make think about your connection to them, yourself and that response?

What does it highlight?

Do you feel like a boy/girl or respected adult?

....and so on..

It's like stripping down what you are and are not and getting at who you are and are not.

Then more..if stages are succssfully passed through..

It's not a park walk.

It's something else.

(Hahhahaha)

...............

(Those few Q's, and more I've not added, make you look at and aim to make you accept the emotional breakdown, occurence and understanding of yourselves better? 

Who you are and who are you?

Really?

And who are you not?

Really?

And who more is there of you, if needed?

...............

My ex-boyfriend was near to a fucking saint in test toleration.

One of the healthiest human's I ever met.

He had a life and it tested him and it stood to him and he still reclaimed a good bit more of himself.

But he failed on one test with me and that was what it was. The levels that weren't capped, became capped. 

His voluntary exit.

Very loving and healthy guy.

And strong.

Turned liar.

I understood why, but because I don't lie we became disconnected. Unaligned.

He used to impress me hugely though.

Big time.

Not many are his build and strength which is why I don't date guys much.

Time and energy is not to be mis-spent on validation.

It was impressive to spar with him because he was engaged and could handle it and still grow and barely ever reacted. We both did.

He was an very impressive human being.

Especially when he held his ground.

Like a tree but never unloving. Just firm and resonated with his believes.

Which is another good Question!

Beliefs.

What do Irish people believe in?

And what or who do they go to for guidance and comfort and direction?

Really?

Is it progress of the self or situation or a spin?

And is it loving and truthful? 

And if you can't handle the truth, why?

............

The path is the path.

And few take it.

Because it's beautiful and few are ready for it!

Because it require's your adult.

Not the shitty self.

Everyone's still growing ..

In regards my country tribe..

That requires less of a personal and more of a professional approach.

Personal to the country and professional to the outsiders.

An alignment is requested for all our good.

It's not negotiable. 

I was called to this because.

And your called back to your country because.

I'm so tired writing this stuff today. I may or may not edit later on. But I put stuff up