ME: My life and Existence and needs and wants

I really want and like and adore, 

spending quality time not around 

other people, as an adult and human.

Sharing my life isn't want I want or need, 

unless I want or need to.

That isn't against anyone.

It's to be in my own company, and live my life with me and those I choose to live it with and them me.

Other people have made a job out of my life, 

and that job is destroyed and over.

I'd love nothing more than to wake up, 

either in my own house or with my own company,

or with someone I love and care for,

and have my life revolve around them and me and that.

Not others.

Not other housemates.

Not other people.

Not other jobs.

Not others mindsets.

Not other peoples actions.

Nobody.

Nothing.

But me and my life and those I'm intimimately progressing it with.

That's it.

Me. My life. My choices.

My growth. My space.

My paint.

And nobody else and nobody else to talk to or make small talk with or excuses or shared personal inclosures.

And allll every mad fucker and reasoning and existence....couldn't care one fucking less.

Responsible for me and my life and living me and my life.

When I say I dont care care for so many things existing and riding out of me and my cup is brimful of others BS....it's not an underestimation.

When people think my life is shared space and for crap and when I'm the woman and person who's needs were neglected and targetted and dried dry.....

I'm here to carry no one.

People can choose adulthood and empowerment and value gain and give a thing or two good back.

That's it!.