WORLD: Christian World of Light Balancing World Imbalances - Spiritual Worlds

Let me tell you this..

I support this anyday, over anyone and anything else, because it has Christ and God in it. 

It has truth in it. 

Not the way I or many particular people like or relate to anymore, but truth is Jesus and truth is the way.

But love was also Jesus.

Not truth and harm.

Truth and love.

And these 2 simple things have to be remembered if not anything else

Truth is a general and leader out of all kinds of everything.

Love heals and accepts and allows an abundance.

However loving the wrong things, and disregarding truth, will lead to bad paths and mis-directions.

The woman as a strength of love and truth is missing.

To be whole/ or holy, is to be ansering always to God first. Truth and love.

I am love. You are love. HE is love.

How to find the way..in all things and matters... truths.

But people have low level truths.

Selective truths.

Half truths.

Half participating truths.

And truth is it's only finality. 

The one closer to God, has the truest form and truth.

There are children in the world closer to God than some other adults, because they have been unfiltrated by others ways and speak their conscience.

They are love too because love doesn't harm.

Reactions and emotions do.

Mind's and egos do.

They are toolsets of the whole that many people have let lead and opersted oitbof for entire lifes and generations.

"This way" is the way.

And if there isn't an ounce of love or truth in it, it's a loop, a same old, not a way. 

Not the truth Jesus way.

The advancing universal law way.

The energy of advancement way.

Love helps and heals and is abundance and for everyone.

Again don't love the wrong things.

How do you know it's wrong?

Well your conscience!

And if that is numbed out, the body speaks, the universe speaks, the elements and energies in the air speak.

You've to listen and learn, even pause.

The mind and voice will betray itself from pretending to unacknowledge its light.

The light leads.

It is why I choose my path.

My path as a person, human, woman, truth and trying to remember love while living and being targetted.

You aren't being love or decent or truthful or adult, 

and you are being harmful, deceitful, anything neagtive..

No way for their own self respect and survival has to love anyones harmful actions.

I told you ages ago.

I don't choose it against anyone.

I choose God. 

The light. 

The truth. 

The truth in me, for me, around me, about me.

I can't and won't worship anyone else.

It is hard having faith in the unknown.

Hard having tests and being targetted and still having to trust the highest good in you against current ugly and questionable realities.

I gave you it all.

You didn't apply it to you.

You shared it with the world, 

to cover yourselves, 

and left yourselves out of that application and growth and that was a very unsmart and unwise and very unbalanced thing to do.

You always trying in the face of God and humanity to deny me my exsitence and promote yours.

As above, so below.

You do not have the right to keepnharming and punishing me, especially any human, especially huge global powers.

Your orgs will collapse due to inbalance, 

lack of progress,

abuse and unneccessity to a world of Jesus and light,

 Not because of me.

Because of your abjse of me and them and those power's.

You cannot and will not pretend anything.

You can choose your own paths of choice.

You will not have me or others have ours chosen for us when God already has a plan for us, and that plan does not have you in ours at all.

You have misplaced yourselves.

You have become criminals, instead of criminal hunters.

Because I should be a teacher, not a victim of you and yours.

I should be a teacher of children or adults and prospering onto my next steps.

When I taught you all, 

by force, 

you all preferred to be ignorant irresponsible criminals denying reality and repeating loops and backwards paths to death, 

than be adults of strength and growth and prosperity and leaders and advancing.

You preferred and choose another backwards lie and path to death or destruction, for nmme, so as for you,

(as above, so below, reap, sow)

interrupt other orgs and people who were associated and related to you, 

who wanted and did advance,

but you all are collective and that is unfair amwith already unpaid imbalances against my forced teaching, my unpaid unbalanced work, and my lack of any of you stopping the newest backwards plan of backwardsness and lack of growth,

You prefferred to stop progress and relationship building and prioritise disaster and immaturity and enable and empower it and that.

You preferred woman haters, people stoppers, people stopping, emotionally reactive, than strong, or appropriate value gains and progress.

One minute, we were collectively working together, assisting each other with a new and needed "case", unexpected, but this is God and God wants good for people, and growth and Orgs too and people in them, and between them...

So one minute we were working together and advancing and building values back. 

Working and growing and going forwards on a return of trust, and respect and progress and big light things. Light grows.

Moving on.

Buikding and growing and getting back stuff and important and strengthening things for all of us and our communities and everyone.

Especially since I don't trust anyone becuase of the previous abuses and my cup is empty and has been poured out and drianed and not filled back up or suported.

And because loss was got going ill, untruthful directions in orgs like yours and thisnwas a gaina nd way forwards.

Not just for me. For everyone.

For orgs, people, me, and a frazzled and confused community on our island.

But instead someone prioritised themselves and themslevs only,

against me, and the orgs and people that wanted and choose to grow, 

and this involved my time and energy of me and my family, 

going on that same persons lie and lack of progress.

It involved me, spending my valuable time and energy on them and another lie and another not needed plan of destraction while a whole community was neglected, I had ny light and time wasted reporting trying to keep my time and light safe from this person and a few people, 

and all the values of gain to be gained between us,

trust, respect, moving on, leaving the past behind, building, progressing, using our energy proactively and building light and gaining light for everyone, and everything.

It went only all on the same old person and people dominating peoples lives, shows, communities, 

like life is about him and a few people's only and alone, who are making up lies and destracting communites from growth and repair and progress and light building.

Think about how easy it is to gain and build body muscle and get fit versus to get fat.

You can spent months in a gym, gaining, building, repairin etc.

And you can have a few days of bingeing that will lead to a downworld spiral to hell and undo all the good and healthy and strengthening work.

What energy is better and healthier for everyone, 

and what energy will affect everyone negatively.

Tell me a org that has done bad in the past.

Tell me how easy it to loose a well built and good reputation.

Tell me how hard and time staking and energy costing building something good and that had great potential to benefit everyone, 

and tell me how easy 1 bad move is to absolute destruction of anything good ever built.

Tell me how costly rebuilding anything good or trustworthy is with a reputation of bad hanging onto it?

These people who arent and have never stepped forward for me and my life need to priortise everything by leaving.

Leaving me.

Leaving my life alone.

Undoing their latest time destracting death plan which will recoshay out to the macro and undo people and destroy people and waste all our time proceeding forward.

So instead of us all working together,

manging good and with God past mistakes that need to be cared for and brought truth and love to, 

the newest plan will just have our world being scandalised and hurtt and in pain, creating further mistrust, paranioa, a divide between people and nations and people divided.

Over having strong adults in the adult life gym, taking respinsibility, growing and being strong, rectify with God and light and building progress, 

some decided destruction and misuse.

So as above, so below.

I have nothing left to give anyone.

Not even this.

The world we all live in needs to step up, 

needs adults, 

needs strength and muscle and adult strong beahaviours, 

needs to keep building and be strong, 

needs it's world superpower balance in the name of God and light and Christianity, 

and needs together not against.

No one can be against humanity and humans, the people Jesus and God himself came here and died for, 

and pretend it and they are for humanity and keep growing and gaining and advancing.

That is unsafe and unprogressive for us all

 

You can't get from death.

You can reap what you sow.

And if you misused an org that is masquerading as a pro human movement, 

all that will come of it is it's truth.

If it went against humans, it will fall and not be needed, because the humans in it, did use their common sense, apply it, go and do right..

There are men and women in positions of "power" that are not and have not been anyone including your orgs leaders in a very long time.

Common sense and doing right and applying it help lead everyone to safer and more proactive ways and grounds. 

Strength and value gains for everyone.

If a captain on ship we all are in, said his money made him a leader, and because of his money we all are going whereever this man said we were going and doing, and you all collectively and blinded and submissively went along with his lead, and you all couldn't see the rocks and waterfall ahead, and you ignored the feeling in you about this money leader, and you all did nothing about the course and direction of this leader of us all towards these rocks and fall.....

What a waste of a ship and people.

How time wasting surviving falls that would be and detrimental and wasting time on just surviving when that ship could be used for everyone for living and going somewhere better and fun and productive.

Someone end this lie so the ship can stop wasting time and we can get back on track and things can be safe and saved and progress.

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I'm not for the fall of anything that has God in it.

The Catholic Church is a superpower to other challengers of against Jesus movements.

It is an America to communist worlds and darker superpowers.

A force of defence against darkness.

So are all all pro Christian values orgs.

So is the freedom to be a prodical and chose your own choices based on your wants, needs and expriences.

To be free to choose whatever.

To force that choice on all is not Jesus. 

Is not the way.

People and God are the way.

Not idols or entities.

Not lack of freedom or choice or ways.

A free world to be an atheiest is more free with the room to change and advance and grow and see what happens in time, than a forced world claiming its capped status.

Pride falls.

Caps fall.

Life and God never stops expanding and that is what needs protecting in all comunities of light...

Good ways

Jesus and freedom of faith

Continuous allowelance for sense and expansion

And space made and allowed for all that

If I saw I want to be a hippie

That is my choice and there is enough world to do and freely choose my choice in the name of God not man.

If other men feel their way is a way, it should not affect the freedom of choice of another.

It shouldnt threaten anyone.

There is enough freedoms of expression and people should adapt and change or learn and grow.

Whoever made this lie, made a learn and grow lesson over a choice to grow and gain.

It is a clean up, rather than never should have happened, and we could have moved on and gained a value or 2.

It became about 1 or a few, over us all and our gains.

A whole suffering over a whole celebration.

This control style cover up narrative is out of date and over.

End the lie before anymore chaos world narratives explode to balance its end it for us.

Retract and live for us all.

Over spending time balancing and answering to its lessons and costs alots more time and people its costs.

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I can't answer to Rome as my boss.

I have to anwer to myself and God as my Boss and help those in our world, 

micro and macros, 

that wants to keep growing and adavancing and living well too.

It answer to the love of community, 

and that is the God way of respecting freedoms of choices and associates and a workld of light.

People have their bosses and answers to and some one them are not always good and light progressing and advancing.

I have mine.

I am against no one.

I am for choice and living well.

And living my expression and repsecting people for living theres, and cooperation like all natural and advancing and adapting things, and is vital.

Making a lie about me is not cooperation for me and advancing for me,

so it will not be also for you also.

And the free world of Gods and advancement cannot be commondeered or owned by anyone or any idol.

It has to be respected as the universes and Gods, 

to alllow for freedom of expression and improvements and new advances,

alongside traditonal ways and previous truths.

God said the truth is the way.

Therefore truths never end or stop,

but are ways to explore to keep expanding,

and alongside previous foundational truths.

Having traditional truths and foundations gives us a grounding and floor when things get unfoundational.

Like returning home.

Home for me is Ireland.

I find God in my country and Ireland.

In it's expressions and ways and what I agree with and don't.

I find it in my upbringing.

I find it in ways that worked and didn't and don't work.

I find it in truth.

I don't find it in lies and chaos.

The only truth that indicates to me is that is someone else's truth, who is evading and avoiding the truth,

 and is projectong it off and out towards me, and is hindering my growth and expression and freedom to move, grow and enjoy.

Living and trying to interrupt my life for me and trying to waste my time and life.

And when I gave to theirs.

You aren't taking from mine.

You can take from yours and your lies too.

And I don't want that because it will take from everything we need that was misused and misabused.

It will cause problem clean up, not defence, life prioritisation and living and growth.

Not gain and strength.

We are wasting times and lives.

Because I gave all.

You took all and gave nothing.

It is your turn to give and give good and not shady self benefitting good. 

Good what is owed to the world.

Not a time wasting lie with costs attached.

I can't life for you.

I can live for me and contribute my bit.

I did.

Some of you all didnt.

Some of you all have hindered an opportunity to gain and grow.

Some of you all have added and done nothing but create an opportunity for loss and lack of growth.

So the opportunity lies in the retraction of the lie to free up the space that has been weighed down for us all and will cost not grow or add.

It is muscle gaining time.

Building.

Strength.

Growing.

Not games and destractions.

You are trying to make a void world for my existence.

A void.

A black hole of vampiring energy.

As above so below.

I don't want this.

I don't a want a void or black hole.

I want positive advancement.

You offeredme and us and the world a black hole void of vampiring energy retraction and destruction.

That isn't a gain for anyone.

Having me spend all my energy for this and your lie and lies.

And I told you I had none.

I told you to go your own ways, some of you.

I told you, the clash of lack of cooperation wasn't working for our leading and natural and light expanding world.

You have been a negative retractive time wasting uncontributor.

The actions are a threat to advancement.

And a threat to gains.

Only welcoming losses for our world.

Being a child in a adult world to take from it and unadvance or care for it.

The sun must shine for life.

And so people must live and add and contribute for advancements  and through sense input and life protection and giving.

The Christian world and protection of the free world, and freedom of choice and growth, must model that and protect that and expand that.

We must be about life and growth and expansion not controlling, hindering or getting in the way of that.

Living.

Not control, death and destruction.

Life protection.

I have been working with you all and inputting directions and leads.

I should be also gaining from the input.

But a few of you have not returned any life for me, only death.

I can only go forwards as a person too.

I asked for a husband, some other men and women did not support my growth, but instead hinderd or denied me it.

I asked for respect ans vlaues and privacy.

It was not honoured or gained but lost.

I asks for human rights and the right to be able to get paid and make a living for myself and it was denied and I was left having to get other jobs to provide for myself while also supporting you and tolerating abusive situations and circumstances.

I was left working 1 full time life job, unpaid, unholidayed, unfinanced, unbreaks.

I was paid with the energies related to decline, abuse, torture, unadvancement, and voidless unprogressive living.

I was a prophet. An advisor of sense, the way and light.

You used me and abused me.

You never acknowledged me.

You caused me problems of all of yours to clean up and spent time and priority of my life on when I could have been spending my time on me and my life and its choices.

It was spent on yours.

I am left energetically targetted and unfulfilled.

So I have very little to give because of the newest lie and backslide and time wasting lie and unlife giving action and move.

I did not advance my life.

I survived your actions against mine.

I lost alot in terms of alot and everything 

I need to gain back to proceed forward like any advancing and progressive person.

A person feeding everyone has to eat and feed themselves too and no one has brought any food to me or for my life or the means for me to get any but with this move has again tried to stop me from so.

Giving me Christophers or a few girls and boys lies, is not sustainable for progress or my life or should have or has anything to do with me or my life whatsoever.

If anyone of you worked for 6 years in a row and suffered stressful events too, to survive, and still do good and honourable world work by themselves and everyone, 

and had anyone of your normal advancements jeapordised, disrespected or targetted as an expression of disrespect and hinderance of growth, 

what do think is left of gains from that?

It's all very existential for me.

Like was the good only that some other adults grew up for our world and made better choices and I got older but the attacks are still normalised and allowed and nobody does nothing but I have to keep spending my time and energy agaisnt people who are against everyone and us and me and the world? 

They and this aren't progress for anyone.

Soooo all other people in the world and Ireland are planning and having accessibility you make and gain money and lives....

And I am for the 6 year in a row, surviving, time consuned, prioritising and answering to the life threat made on my life again, by another time wasting, time consuming men and bunch of women, and I don't even get paid or get progress out of this.

When they stop, I am left poorer than the first times they all began this, 6 years ago, and just older in age.

That was my life advancement.

While they all got consulted, prioritised whether it was good or bad or abusive or toxic, counselled, regarded, watched out for, reminded of incoming and new or relevant threats for our entire world, made increasing and advancing money amounts, careers, relationships, sexual encounters, holidays and opportunities, stability, stabilising and comfortable and profitting....from me.

And I was left with ...... nothing.

But the creation of peoples problems and continuous creartion of their problems and emotionally disregulations as though that is everyone elses problem and not any of theirs.

Apparently there were many gains from me.

None for me from them.

I'm left poorer and older and still dealing with their problem creation and a reintroducrion of oppression as a psychotic form of advancement for our first world responsibility.

All while the responsibility is sidelines.

The damaging for of expression of the way these person abuses to set up and gets those need met, as thought my life is somewhat coincidental with their problem creation...

Like life doesnt have enough problem creation,

One minute you dealing with a huge and tragic set of events where a whole community is effected, where the opportunity of growth is presented to gain something for everyone

And the next it is all sidelined for the drama play of someone wishing another woman didn't get sex, competitive people using their jobs for the misuse of competing them with other womans lifes and ways...

And yet i'm still poor and oppressed.

And they are all still rich and unhappy and not free to abuse anyone even if they believe that belief themselves.

So I am needing to advance and progress and go forward and live my life and safely and well too.

My time just has never been for myself.

It has been on someone else.

Good and very bad.

And I've gained what from all of this.

.......

So someone available, non creepy and who wants and wishes to advance forward, I need to go check out a few places of interests and I need you to be able to facilitate that, not becuase i am a user, no...i havent earned any money or life advancements from this experience....and I want and need to develop and advance too.

I'm sick of not going anywhere.

I need money, like a life sustaining priority.

I wouldn't mind being kissed and bought dinner for and never cookimg or making a fucking dinner again in my whole entire life.

I wouldn't mind living my life for me and not for others for a good and healthy while to regain and get back the energy I never got back in the first place.

On a blunter wider scale, i need my personal needs met but i've to be married.

I need money but I have none and I've to buy a few things and take care of myself as a woman and human and that requires money

I have a few people targetting my life with their needs and I am not responsible nor have I any energy left for anyone else but my survival and somewhat advancing needs.

Other people are respinsible for holding those inappropriate people acountable and responsible and that helping to them, me, orgs, progress and everyone happy about advancing and progressing forward.

Right now my needs and life are my own and personal.

It only requires one other normal person to help me get them met, since I never was involved in the money receiving on my own lifes work to help me get them met myself.

I never took anyone to court. Slander and thst BS is advancement and growth or God and Jesus to me, especially since there was good and stuff gained not all lost.

I just gained nothing to advance my life with.

So i've a small list but a good list and that is where I am at.

It requires a partner and a provider and a stable and healthy and normal advancing human being, with some strengths.

I want to go on holiday.

Not lie down beach one.

An adventure ish one becuase Ive alot a energy built up in survival life and ive some calls and explores elsewhere.

It requires a stable and finacially provitable human, preferable a man. I'm not gay.

And honestly my priorities don' t require the needs of other women.

Friends i can put off.

I'm not into marrying a mate unless we are mates that married.

I need to go a few places and I need some of my financal needs met to go on them and to get a few manintence things done and be living and this requires money i never received to be able to go and do and live and do them myself.

Don't under all circumstances apply and present sent yourself for this position and bring your problems near and around me for consultation, advice, guidance...

If an exlosion was to go off infront of my face, it would be somebody elses problem of concern during this period and time of my life.

I have nothing to give anyone and everyone else as of now..my needs have been unmet for 6 years and i've been meeting everyone elses, imbalances my own, having no choice but to for go mine and my own, and have been left with nothing but a void and someone elses continuous problems.

No.

You all get to work now.

You get paid to.

And I am focused on the personal advances of my own and that is no invitation for any other man or woman or competing force or competitive mindset to tag, hang, carry, swing, or fuck along with.

It requires nice human being that has no problem with helping get my needs met as I had to spent my money on surviving and never received any benefit in kind to help me get my needs met from this 6 years of unpaid, unappreciated, and unacknowledged work or the stresses it caused and tries to keep attention seekingly causing at the cost making of us all.

No.

One man please.

Be able to advance and treat me and provide and protect all and any decisions I make with my life from here on out.

All other girls, boys and mindsets can compete with themselves like normal people and with other sources of life and inspiration.

I need to mind myself.

I need to grow.

I need to travel.

I need to check out a few things.

And since all my attempts at money making were thwarted, since all my life attempts at living were competed with or wreckd and destroyed, since I never made one buck at all my investments on and towards you all...

Someone can treat to it.

Like a 1950s poor girl's rise to the top through marriage and sustsinability and living.

Since my human and efforted life contribution was never acknowledged to be able to put clothes on my own back and live a life and work and get paid for it and provide for myself.

Someone meet up. I have places to go and things to see and do away from unacknowledged workplaces and practices.

It a man only requirement.

Requirement. 

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